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magefelixir · 1 month ago

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sorry i keep being an Angry Jew on main. unfortunately there is a lot to be angry about as a jew

#sighhhhyg #i don’t like. talking about antisemitism #more than snyone else does #its not fun #makes me feel. really shitty actually.#would be nice if people didnt hate me for being born #but that might be too much to ask for #antisemitism #the jews are tired #jumblr #i say on main as if i have a sideblog for this. i dont

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sonknuxadow · 11 months ago

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hey guys look what i found in my drafts. from a few days ago .

#sorry i think its my fault that this happened #still unsure if The News is actually real or not tbh since no official sources have said anything about it as far as i know #and i hear the hollywood reporter is usually right about this stuff but idk #the fact that there are no actual sources or evidence for any of this other than ''just trust me bro'' is a bit suspicious to me #+ the fact that theyve been keeping the development of sonic 3 very quiet and secret #yet shadows voice actor. which is one of the biggest topics of discussion surrounding the movie. just. happened to leak somehow ?#but . the timing on this is kinda funny . and very tragic. if it is real #i said it already but i dont get why so many people are celebrating this. from what ive heard he doesnt fit ....#and it feels like another case of casting a random celebrity over an actual voice actor just to have a big name attached to the project #regardless of if theyre really the best choice.#which i thought everyone agreed was a shitty and annoying practice especially if its some iconic video game/comic/whatever character ?#but maybe i just havent heard the right specific voice clips that make people think its a good choice i dont know .

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mushroominaforest · 7 months ago

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IT HAS BEEN DONE

Yeah I made myself cry with this one

Saint gets to be happy :’)

At first I thought I wouldn’t have Saint wear earrings again because they never wanted them in the first place, but then something something reclaiming something forced on you by a controlling/abusive parent and using it as a way to express yourself and now I’m crying

They just look so happy idk man

ANYWAYS not to be emotional or anything lol uhhhhh yeah their new earrings were made out of lizard teeth by Arti (short for Artist I guess since she can make jewlery now.) Having earrings that aren’t like super fancy or pretty sort of represents that Saint doesn’t have to be perfect anymore. Currently in the story even though Saint and Inv got away from their mom, Saint is still extremely anxious all the time because of how strict she was with them. They will eventually heal, they just need some time and some unconditional love, which they’ll get from their amazing sibling and eventual girlfriend (once said gf heals enough from her own trauma to have a healthy relationship lol)

#Rw siblings au #Rw Saint #Rw Artificer #she’s not really there but her hands are so I’m tagging it #It’s 1am and I just made myself cry while drawing a weird cat wearing earrings #Fun fact about me I actually failed a jewellery making class in grade 9 lmfao #The only class I’ve ever failed #my bracelet was just that shitty #Anyways I’m inflicting feelings on you all #Because I’m evil like that mwahahaha

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mephoj · 7 months ago

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nickel and balloon would be so much more interesting if people explored the way nickel became everything awful that balloon used to be but so much worse ironically all in the name of "protecting" everyone from that history repeating. and not softboy tsundere yaoi or whatever is going on in those tags rn

#meeple.txt #inanimate insanity #iii they could so easily make me hate you.#nickloon arc was the worst thing to ever come out of iii #unnecessarily long and stupid and hilariously poorly written #i actually feel insane seeing how many people just accept it at face value as The Canon #i know it Is canon but i dont care. Heart❤️#we need to bring back the fandom energy of collectively rejecting the shitty writing #nickloon arc did not happen its ok. take my hand #in my heart nickel digs himself a deeper hole of denying he did any wrong and everyone at most tolerates him #fits his character built up by s2 so much better and parallels other characters too #somewhere deep in his head i feel like he knows hes wrong. but by god it should not have been that easy to ''fix'' him #hes going to deny it until it kills him bc that means facing any regret or deeper feelings he doesnt wanna deal with #and that means admitting he made mistakes which is a huge blow to his ego #and his Cool Tough Leader personality #hes not gonna give that up so easily #and i dont think its in character for him to change within the timeframe of the show tbh . at least with the time they have left now #thats like a post canon Maybe to me #the only way ill accept it really

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deoidesign · 10 months ago

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Happy EDS awareness month!

I'm a webcomic artist with EDS. be aware.

EDS affects many parts of my life. I have chronic fatigue, chronic pain, and I need to use a cane! I often find myself ruminating on themes of chronic illness in my work, whether or not I am intending to include them.

I already can't paint anymore, it hurts my hands too much... Anything that requires small details or precise motions will hurt me for days. I have a lot of grief around it. But working digitally allows me to still create!

I animate, I illustrate, I get to tell my stories. I have to go slow, take huge breaks (often against my will) and recover slowly. But, working in this space allows me the grace to do this.

So, I just wanted to share a bit of my experience with my audience, and say thank you for reading my work and supporting me! It means the world to me, and I hope maybe someone in my audience feels a little more seen through me sharing this. It causes me pain, but I love myself; and that includes my disability.

#I thought about putting my comic patreon and kofi links on here but it felt wrong #I really want this post to just be for my audience!#just so you can feel a little seen and just learn a little more about me #I am NOT inviting invasive questions #this is NOT opening the door to discussion on ways it affects my life #this is me sharing a limited glimpse into a part of my personal life #the real pain that this has caused me is shit like my bfs mom telling him to break up with me over it #and people calling me slurs and whatever #I mean obviously the pain itself too but #yeah.#I dont want to talk about that trauma to my thousands of followers in a way they can reblog it and share it around #so #this is all just for you guys #I love you!#thank you for being here #it's the only reason I'm able to create #is because of the support people give me.#well. I mean actually cause of the support webtoon is giving me tbh #I do NOT make enough to quit yet #but the support from my audience keeps me going and makes all the shittiness of my job worth it #it reminds me that creating stories is worth it all #the physical and emotional pain!#so thank you for keeping me motivated and going

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dilfsisko · 5 months ago

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I actually hate hate hate that I can’t do impromptu hangouts or multiple event hangouts. I need things scheduled and I can only really do one thing before I start shutting down.

#els.txt #it actually really bothers me bc my friends will want to do several things in one sitting but I can’t fucking do that #my body cannot handle that #I can do what we talked about bc that’s what I have allocated the energy for. and I need more than a day to get that energy #and it makes me feel like a shitty friend bc sometimes they’ll want to do something else and I just… I just can’t.#and I have to reschedule so I feel like a massive fucking flake #and it’s lonely! I want to do shit with my friends! I don’t want to be beholden to my fucking disability for everything

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edenfire · 5 months ago

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💗🌟🌈 rawr 🌈🌟💗

I've been feeling inspired by lisa frank aesthetics lately, so of course I had to mash them up with my babygirls🥰💘🎀💞🌸

(this is kinda making me want to design a sticker sheet for them👀🌸 lemme know if there is any interest for that~)

#shuake #goro akechi #akira kurusu #persona 5 #p5 #eeeeeee my babies #how ive missed them #i know its hardly been any time since ive drawn them #but it feels like forever🥺💗💞#i saw some really cool enamel pins and got inspired lol #i actually feel like this would be a good base for a sticker sheet👀#but i wanna make sure ppl would like that before i make it #oh! ive also been wanting to try enamel pin making again!!#i already have a design in mind #but im curious what you guys would like to see from me♡♡♡#so just lemme know what youd like~~#♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡#shitty #(< that's my art tag)

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rileys-battlecats · 3 months ago

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was trying to figure out why I feel so Wrong rn and I think it's because I didn't follow my usual daily routine like At All and now my brain is freaking out. woke up at a vastly different time, had entirely different tasks throughout the day, took a nap at a weird time (to make up for the fact I had about 3 hours of sleep last night), zero human contact for the past 15 hours, and ate different food from usual (various leftovers from social events/thanksgiving, instead of cooking for myself like normal). and before I really realized that these were all things that were Bad For My Brain I was just wandering around my house like "why do I feel like garbage?? I've literally been outside so much today my brain should be happy"

ANYWAY here's to me not remembering I have issues with unstructured living because my days have been so similar for the past 4ish years that I straight up Forgot that things being too different too fast makes me crazy ✌️

#rye.txt #I'll be fine lol #the sudden shift in my daily schedule and my generally unhealthy eating today were the big things that made me feel Bad #so now that I am actually cognizant of this I can take steps to mitigate it tomorrow #god. what the hell did I even eat #leftover soup. that was breakfast (very out of my ordinary). uhh. a lot of pie (grandma made a ton for thanksgiving).#a tangerine that miiight have been on the edge of going bad #(thought I should eat a fruit. fruit did not improve status)#reheated popcorn chicken? that was not a good decision I felt so gross after eating that #hrm. ok my issue is that I feel like I Need To Eat These Leftovers So They Don't Go Bad #otherwise i'll be Wasting Perfectly Good Food #BUT. I don't want to eat it and eating it makes me feel generally unfulfilled and kinda blehg #ough. why can't I be normallllll #I'm also not dealing with the whole 'zero human contact' very well tbh. which is weird because I'm a deeply introverted person #and usually spend my days avoiding people like the plague #but idk. it's been literal years since I've spent and extended period of time completely alone #I don't knowwww i don't know #I'm gonna invite some friends over tomorrow and get them to help me eat these dang pies #ALSO. ITS BEEN REALLY COLD TODAY. AND I HAD TO BREAK INTO MY NEIGHBORS' HOUSE #(was not breaking in; I was trying to take care of their dogs since they're out of town)#(but their door code AND their garage door code weren't working #and I didn't have a physical key to use #so I had to push my way in through a back door that'd been blocked by a pile of boxes taller than my head #and squirm into their garage in order to get inside and take care of the dogs)#(was a very stressful way to spend my early waking hours)#i ALSO had to drive to the AIRPORT this morning which SUCKED. had to drop off family #which like I'm happy to help but also airports suck so much ass I hate them #anyway. today was sort of shitty #but mostly I only have myself to blame #did not structure my day well enough

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neodiekido · 4 months ago

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danganronpa fandom sucked so bad in 2018 that even 6 years later if i think too long about ouma i start getting a headache and feeling annoyed. sucks because he is an interesting character and i feel like his similarities to maki are underexplored in the fandom but alas

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solitaireships · 2 months ago

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I do think one thing I might do with the new year is go through my follower list and softblock some of the inactive blogs and people that follow me but never really interact with me

#my posts #like i do think my follower count is part of what makes me feel like nobody wants me around on here #bcs like. how do i have 120 followers and i only ever really see like the same 10 people in my notifications #it feels shitty knowing not even a 10th of the people who follow me really interact with me #on this blog where things are very personal to me #like idk. it makes me feel like i'm being observed but not actually cared about

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calciumcryptid · 8 months ago

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Decided my proposal for a We Are Series ghostship is Beer and Kleun. They could make a very chill couple.

#they might seem boring as a concept but that is why i love the idea of them getting together #imagine with me:#we all agree beer deserves good things #through his his screentime kluen was shown to be a green flag but he had a crush on the wrong person to have a crush on #so beer and kluen meet again independent of the group similarly to the beer and peem interaction #beer makes a comment on kluen disappearing after the volunteer camp and kluen awkwardly says he joined to hit on peem and beer sympathizes #they eat together and talk about the volunteer camp further and beer comments on how jealous phum was of kluen #kluen is in disbelief phumpeem aren't together yet and beer laughs #they have a good time and exchange numbers so periodically in the show beer would be on his phone giving kluen live updates #the two resonate over having braincells and meet up for lunch more and more frequently as tan and phum are enraptured #eventually mick catches them together and jokes he feels like he is third-wheeling a date #beer and kluen both say it is not a date and mick makes a face before going back to his video games #mick is so absorbed in his video games he doesnt witness beer and kluen agree to try and go on an actual date right in front of him #cue we are series typical nonsense as the cast keeps catching beer and kluen on dates without realizing they are on a date #until beer shows up with kluen to a gathering and reintroduces him as his boyfriend #everyone is surprised they got together so quick and beer has to explain to them not every relationship is a bl #then beerkluen becomes everyones relationship counselors because they hold the sacred braincells #at some point phum asks beer how he feels about kluens former crush on peem and beer stresses it was a former crush and relatively minor #and phum realizes he was really shitty and unreasonable to kluen and apologizes and they become friends #just the ghostship of beerkluen #we are the series #we are series #beerkluen #fuck it ill make it a tag

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bonkalore · 9 months ago

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Poor little meow meow literally moments before he commits multiple atrocities~ <3 uwu

SPOILERS: he sacrifices Shak and then opens the coffer with all the Dread magic and unleashes hell on earth

#Daniel Spellbound #Jayce Chinda #Shakila Chinda #I should post more screenshots but also wanted to post my edited ones... that I need to finish #I feel like people think I woobify him in my AU version and in general but want everyone to know #I think he's awful in the show for the most part but the issue is that his character was too inconsistent for me to make a solid judgement #on if it was him or the Dread the whole time bc he flip flops a lot and it often doesn't make sense even from an evil plan perspective...#Did he sacrifice Shak anyway and be manipulative to do it? Yes #Did it feel totally in character for him to do so with hardly any remorse? Not... really?#My point is: I think he can be a shitty person and still actually care for his sister despite this. I wish they made it clearer which it wa

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dono-cho · 5 months ago

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drew a Felix body headcannon like, quite some time back with a friend and realised I didn't do one with Cyber (I'm...SO sorry Mr.Cyber you're not wearing muscle Ts for me you big nerd 😔)

#donodoodle #bomb rush cyberfunk #brc faux #brc felix #I made Felix big but he's like actually rather muscular and agile to me #Compared to a certain someone who canonically travels around in a bug pod even in his shitty boss battles #🤨🤨#I have more Cyber arm headcannons but basically I feel like he had to grow up with prosthetics #One day as a kid his classmate accidentally popped it off and no one knew how to put it back so he was like armless for the day #And he swore to never have that feeling of utter humiliation again #So as an adult he'll look into permentantly shoving an arm into his body but doctors obviously don't recommend it #So he went to Flesh Prince but he was too picky with the poor kid's options so he went to make his own prosthetic #But eventually I feel like he'll strip away all the good looking parts because of its weight #And get really upset that nothing is working--he actually just mourns for normal human arms back #So out of frustration and embarrassment he just bolts those metal sticks into his shoulders and--well #Has to be carted out by one of Futurism because he butchered his own surgery

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clawsextended · 3 months ago

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in my perfect world everyone makes so many lesbian muses the men then have to deal with the exact same behavior when every single post ever written isn’t about dick.

#CLAWS RETRACTED.#[real talk: I’m a lesbian transmasc little enby guy. but my gender? is lesbian. it’s how I explain it. my attraction to women is a part of #my innate gender. that’s just how it is and the two things inform one another. heteronormativity is still so alive and now everyone can put #it under progressive little labels where the character is bisexual but everything that’s focused on for miles is the hetcoded shit. it’s a #cool little thing people do now. it went from when I was a kid and ‘there’s no such thing as bi you’re just confused’ to ‘everyone is bi #because it gives me points but I will never meaningfully observe the queer aspect of that identity and it can make me seem comfortable with #queer identities’. it’s lip service so much of the time. and I never ever ever say you’re only valid if you write bi characters in a #queercoded relationship. bisexuality is forever valid always even if you’ve NEVER been in a queer relationship. but this is writing and #real bisexual people (I’m not even bi I’m literally a lesbian) have experiences irl that make them feel shitty #when they see them boiled down to shallow. a lot in the same way I get upset when I see lesbian relationships brushed off or ignored in #spite of my own excitement toward the ship. MY POINT IS that lesbians are completely ignored by this point and I can say this both irl and #on here because when you live a life that excludes men from your romantic space you’re basically illegal. it drives me fucking insane. the #way anyone can make a fucking whitebread ass man on this site and their inbox will be exploding but you make a lesbian and you have to pad #quietly around because from jump you’re already worried about how people will perceive you and you KNOW they won’t be immediately welcoming.#this is an irl thing in such a big way and I’m a NEW YORKER. but the fact that this exists in the rpc? truly I miss when we just wrote and #enjoyed things and this wasn’t a cesspit of discourse instead of an actual creative community. like. I went to college to study boring #theses that couldn’t keep my attention. I slogged through litcrit theory. do I love it? yes. but some of yall really just wanna be on #debatebro YouTube and not in the actual rpc. it’s wild. everyone’s a philosopher but no one wants to meaningfully engage. and if they do #they want to in either bad faith or basically hardheaded ignorance about an issue. someone’s 2 seconds from rping destiny.#swear to fucking god if I see one person make an asm.ngold joke I will cry.]

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weregonnabecoolbeans · 4 months ago

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Me, a couple weeks ago: *sad because I couldn’t spare the money to rent the cinderella’s castle digital ticket when it was available*

Me, a couple days ago: *has a little bit to spend on something fun for myself, wishing starkid gave it a few more weeks now that I have enough to have been able to afford it*

Starkid, like an hour ago: *somehow reading my mind* Hey girlie! This week we’re giving you another chance to rent the Cinderella’s Castle digital ticket!! Happy Halloween!!!!

Me, seeing this on instagram: *has a super dramatic reaction with the biggest smile on my face and shaking my hands happily and excitedly giggling* YES!!!!

My cat: *is woken up by my reaction, makes a little curious noise, sleepily walks up to me, boops her face against my leg and purrs*

#thank you team starkid #i had kind of a shitty day yesterday and this made me feel so much better #i really needed this #i cant wait to watch!!!#i immediately rented it before i forgot because i have a tendency to do that kind of thing #starkid #team starkid #cinderella's castle #cinderella’s castle digital ticket #starkid musicals #i was fully okay with waiting till the musical was uploaded to youtube #because starkid is amazing and actually makes theatre accessible to people like me who can’t really afford to go see shows #but I had never been as excited for a Starkid production like i was for cinderella’s castle #and i was so sad that i would have to wait #and now i don’t have to!!!#kate's post

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sarenhale · 1 year ago

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I won't lie lads, I've been in the fucking bins lately in terms of mood/mental health, but I'm really happy my best friend is coming to visit tomorrow and staying over for a while. And then in april I'll go visit my friend in London, have some fun together exploring the city, and in may I'll go see a concert in Helsinki with my two besties.

Life can be fucking shit at times but good lord thank christ I have my friends.

#everytime i feel like a genuine piece of shit bastard that has the worst mood ever i remember that my friends are all happy to see me #and have fun with me #my friend asked when i was gonna visit next cause he missed me and it really made me happy to hear that #i always feel like the world hates my guts and im always in a shitty mood and horrible company but im so happy that it's actually the oppos #*opposite and my friends wanna see me and have fun together #genuinely i wouldn't be anything without my friends i fucking love ya lads #you make this piece of shit world bearable

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